Only way

There are days that I think death is the only solution to problems. I am getting darker... I dunno why.

No superman

Failure is part of life.

I still remember my last greatest failure in life happened when I was 16 years old. The day that i received my 'O' level results. Only comfort was from my tears that streamed down non-stop. For all the effort and expectations from my family, I did not manage to make it to NJC. It seemed like my world was crashing and there was no other way out for me. It took me sometime before I picked myself up again and reassessed my options.

That was frightful as I did not understand what failure meant at that time. All through my secondary school days, I was known to be one of the better ones of the lot and with big dreams.

The good thing was that i turned that disappointment into a force that propelled me through my Polytechnic days and eventually ending up in CBS, Perth. Looking back, there were no regrets and maybe was a good thing that I did not make it to NJC.

I have been learning to take failures in my stride and have improved a lot more from school days.

Failure is part of life and a failure is only how you look at it and in which perspective.

I am now in one of my darkest moment in life and it almost seem that there is no way out for me now. Many thoughts swimming through my mind and I don't know how I can make it any better. Help seems bleak but I am holding on an looking forward to a sign to guide me out of this soon.

Anyone out there?

The no-change

The weather is beautiful in Singapore today. Almost like a spring in Perth.

Makes me wonder how are things in Perth and if it the same as how I left it. There have been just too many changes in my life of late and I just simply want to escape to somewhere that I can appreciate a "no-change".

Missing you.