The road once more

I wonder if I am actually ok or I am not ok. I try not to think too much about it but it does creep up on me at times of the day. Well, I do feel alright in general and not particularly lonely, but whenever the name flashes on my screen I get a bit lost. To message or not to message. Kinda weird especially when I already sorted out the whole feeling part. 

MUST move on.