Thursday, May 31, 2007

The rut rulz

Is there really that someone out there for me? I am startin gto wonder if he even exists. All that I have been is chasing and yearning after someone that I know I will never have. Yes, it has been months since we last met, but I cannot seem to get him outta my mind COMPLETELY. Saying that I am fine is true, but saying that I have gotten him out of the system, that is lie. His face will always flash momentarily when I drive pass the various locations that we spent time together. He is hard to forget!

This is poison in its most potent form. Trying to date, but all that I can compare them with is him. Is there no other way out for me? The shadow that follows me side by side. His SMSes blinks at the most inappropriate time of the day.

At dinner today, I cannot help but feel that twitch in my brows.The logic of someone is thinking of me surfaced. And this same very night, he had to msg me that he is now officially at Tiong Bahru, and well nestled for that matter. Confused, I gave a quick reply and since 30 mins ago, no reply. What is his problem? Or is it basically mine?

Get me outta this rut. Anyone?

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