There are always the bad days and the good days in one's life. It is how you deal with the bad days and enjoy the good days that matters most. I for one always find difficulty in understanding how do I make the bad day be a good one. Today was no exception. Today, I was told by one of my bosses that I will have to look into taking on a task that was never conveyed to me as part of the "package". Usually, when I am presented with a new task, I greet it with optimism. But this time round, I replied her, "huh?". I could not even believe it myself that the word actually came out. The hilarious reply that surprised even me faded in matters of seconds and left me with a despodent look. Convincing myself that eveything would be ok, I started filling up with anger. Anger that was due to the fact that it was a mere way to push work over to me. If you cannot seem to find replacement for positions, don't push the blame to me! I am not paid to do your job, and for that matter, not well enough even to handle my own.
For now, I just brush it off and hopefully the problem will not come back to me. If it should, there are considerations that needs to be made.
Realising that driving is actually the easiest way ut for me when I am depress, I decide to take the car out for a spin with my favourite tracks blasting against my ear drums. Ended off with a wash at the nearby SPC. It is vey therapeutic to know that I can get "splashed" without etting wet! Hahaha. Suds, water and sponges attacked me but still in one piece. Reflecting on how my life has been in the pass few months was really incredible. I miss my friends scattered all over the world, they are really the best thing that I can wish for. Parties are just parties, but hanging out with true friends and enjoying a cosmopolitan is priceless.
Tomorrow will be a better day or just throw me in the wash.
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