The rut rulz

Is there really that someone out there for me? I am startin gto wonder if he even exists. All that I have been is chasing and yearning after someone that I know I will never have. Yes, it has been months since we last met, but I cannot seem to get him outta my mind COMPLETELY. Saying that I am fine is true, but saying that I have gotten him out of the system, that is lie. His face will always flash momentarily when I drive pass the various locations that we spent time together. He is hard to forget!

This is poison in its most potent form. Trying to date, but all that I can compare them with is him. Is there no other way out for me? The shadow that follows me side by side. His SMSes blinks at the most inappropriate time of the day.

At dinner today, I cannot help but feel that twitch in my brows.The logic of someone is thinking of me surfaced. And this same very night, he had to msg me that he is now officially at Tiong Bahru, and well nestled for that matter. Confused, I gave a quick reply and since 30 mins ago, no reply. What is his problem? Or is it basically mine?

Get me outta this rut. Anyone?

That Golden Period

Stumbled upon this invitation card on one of my foresaken mailboxes. Those were the days.

The tatter and balls

The social juices fro within is giving me a boost to break away from my normal lifestyle. This week alone, I have done dinners with sevral groups and I am enjoying it. The dinner this evening was on the topic of how the younger generation can embrace the Peranakan culture. Alan had so much take on how he interprets the survival of a dying minority in SG. The whole idea of making the culture modern and acceptable to the generation.

My contribution to this association was a forum dedicated to the eats. There willl be a cooking page for me and I will be the star chef. Every week, I will post online a recipe that I think will be the favourites of clickers. And slowly, it will evolve into a full length cooking demo that will be posted online. Learn how to be a true chef. For now, I need a whole new title for this page. My first shoot at web-dom. Hahahaha......

To contest the tattler ball, we will also be organising a tatter balls. Hahaha....hopefully this will eventualise soon enough.

Raphael leaves

The happiness in life is having good company over dinner and great drinks. Raphael officially endedis term with IMMORTAL last Friday. I am definately filled with an onslaught of remorse. Even though he was a colleague that never said much, but I enjoyed his dilligence and dedication towards his work. He was always there to support my accounts even when he has the most impossible amount of work.

Bought him and Janet tonight as a form of thank you for being there for me. I will miss him a great deal as he embarks in another chapter of his career in Singapore. Janet is great company as she shares her experience of her life. Her dedication towards the fashion industry and her inrugueing stories always leaves me asking for more. I wonder if I would ever have the chance to end up like her. Conclusively, I can do without the glam factor of being in the industry, just hoping to be surrounded by beautiful things around me. That is what is important to me. Found out as well that my diva boss is actually reknown in the creative circle. So much for always thinking he is the brother of so and so. It is defiately an honour to work with a boss as such. Always being there for me and making things happen with his hands.

What happens tomorrow? We will never know, but cherishing what was today matters more.

I am but a CAR away

There are always the bad days and the good days in one's life. It is how you deal with the bad days and enjoy the good days that matters most. I for one always find difficulty in understanding how do I make the bad day be a good one. Today was no exception. Today, I was told by one of my bosses that I will have to look into taking on a task that was never conveyed to me as part of the "package". Usually, when I am presented with a new task, I greet it with optimism. But this time round, I replied her, "huh?". I could not even believe it myself that the word actually came out. The hilarious reply that surprised even me faded in matters of seconds and left me with a despodent look. Convincing myself that eveything would be ok, I started filling up with anger. Anger that was due to the fact that it was a mere way to push work over to me. If you cannot seem to find replacement for positions, don't push the blame to me! I am not paid to do your job, and for that matter, not well enough even to handle my own.

For now, I just brush it off and hopefully the problem will not come back to me. If it should, there are considerations that needs to be made.

Realising that driving is actually the easiest way ut for me when I am depress, I decide to take the car out for a spin with my favourite tracks blasting against my ear drums. Ended off with a wash at the nearby SPC. It is vey therapeutic to know that I can get "splashed" without etting wet! Hahaha. Suds, water and sponges attacked me but still in one piece. Reflecting on how my life has been in the pass few months was really incredible. I miss my friends scattered all over the world, they are really the best thing that I can wish for. Parties are just parties, but hanging out with true friends and enjoying a cosmopolitan is priceless.

Tomorrow will be a better day or just throw me in the wash.

So Far So Good

After the months of hardwork and relentless pursuits of exceptional perfection, I finally took my well deserved trip to Perth. The whole idea was crazy and unexpected. (So much for planning trips way in advance)

The entire trip was relaxed and very much intune with my mood to chill. Clamouring on the fact that alcohol and gastronomic experiences were the highlights of the trip, I made it clear to my company that it is an essential MUST have. And true to their words, alcohol was on the table for all lunches and dinner. Having said that, the prominent idea of style and panache actally came from my friends. We had so much fun from struting down King's Street to Freedom in Osbourne Park.

The stay on Saunders Street was absolutley fabulous! Designer furniture and bedding could all be found under one roof. Hahaha. So much for budget stay! There were subtle changes in Perth but the whole was left alone. Familiarity was all over with little draps of memories left trap in a vacant space provided.

Pictures will be uploaded after I have completed sorting out all of them. Very glam, very me, very Perth......See you Perth in July when you show us Autumn Winter collection.