Finally IM is back as well. It seemed like ages since I last saw her, but once we met it sorta felt like she never actualy left SG. Hahaha. Whatever it is, I am glad that she is no back in SG. At least I will feel that I have more company around me now. =)

Sometimes, you do not realise that you are unhappy with your love life or n general until someone points it out to you. One can never hide sadness or disappointments, or maybe I am just lousy at hiding my true feelings from anyone. I kinda display how I feel on my face in all situations and it might not be a good thing when my job requires me to face clients that I do not really appreciate.

The weirdest part of my lfe currently is that I am enjoying my work. I think I must have said it a million times, but I really do enjoy my work. Especially when I have had such a busy day and everything seems to be happening at one go. I just like the feeling of feeling important and my job requires me to attempt tasks that requires experience in life. Having said that, I realise that I might just be a breed that is different from many. An experience of ow business works and how to handle people. Even though my resume does not reflect a tinge of my expertise in handling companies that requires me to do everything but I just simply know what needs to be done. My job scope s not fix and that is what makes me feel happy. Coz I feel wanted in the company and I am currently running it as if I am the manager of it. No doubt my bosses gives me the relevant authority and such and handling people, I really lke. Having said all these, I am still empty from within, I need to find someone to share all these with. Where are you? Are you coming for me soon? Give me a sign when the right one is here.

A sudden flash of memory of the days when Ms Chan was around me when I was down and out looking for a job. Hahaha. The depress mood that once was shrouded in and the beef stew hide-away. Oh! Infact I sould bring my frens there for lunch. Next week when I am less busy, I will request for an extra hr to do lunch.

I am tired, but will still fight on as I believe that I wil find true happiness soon.

Blinded by lies

Been awhile since I last posted an entry. It is due to the sift from my old office to a spanking new environment. Since Thursday, I have been working on irregular hours. I have to say that my new office is incredibly chic.

However, as I am keeping myself busy, there is also a truth that I have no wish to have pockets of time spent alone. Found out that I have been naive all these while and a particular someone has been lying to me all the while. Not that it matters that he is no longer part of my life. But it just irks and pains me to know that I was so guillible. All this while I thought that I was special enough, but alas I was wrong. Oh well. I just have to learn to move on and not think too much. Good thing that BL is now back to keep me busy with shopping and eating. Helps me to focus on other things rather than the obvious pain that bothers me.

Can love be a contract? I wonder if I can draft one now and see if anyone might be keen. Tired of the aimless pursuit of life's little pleasures. Bring it on! I want a larger slice of it and want it now. But please leave the pain aside, I have had enough of it to last me for a long while.

Will be posting up pictures of my new office soon. In the meantime, I will be so busy next week. Sigh. (There are actually happier things to speak of but I am not in the mood.)