Been awhile since I last posted an entry. It is due to the sift from my old office to a spanking new environment. Since Thursday, I have been working on irregular hours. I have to say that my new office is incredibly chic.
However, as I am keeping myself busy, there is also a truth that I have no wish to have pockets of time spent alone. Found out that I have been naive all these while and a particular someone has been lying to me all the while. Not that it matters that he is no longer part of my life. But it just irks and pains me to know that I was so guillible. All this while I thought that I was special enough, but alas I was wrong. Oh well. I just have to learn to move on and not think too much. Good thing that BL is now back to keep me busy with shopping and eating. Helps me to focus on other things rather than the obvious pain that bothers me.
Can love be a contract? I wonder if I can draft one now and see if anyone might be keen. Tired of the aimless pursuit of life's little pleasures. Bring it on! I want a larger slice of it and want it now. But please leave the pain aside, I have had enough of it to last me for a long while.
Will be posting up pictures of my new office soon. In the meantime, I will be so busy next week. Sigh. (There are actually happier things to speak of but I am not in the mood.)
However, as I am keeping myself busy, there is also a truth that I have no wish to have pockets of time spent alone. Found out that I have been naive all these while and a particular someone has been lying to me all the while. Not that it matters that he is no longer part of my life. But it just irks and pains me to know that I was so guillible. All this while I thought that I was special enough, but alas I was wrong. Oh well. I just have to learn to move on and not think too much. Good thing that BL is now back to keep me busy with shopping and eating. Helps me to focus on other things rather than the obvious pain that bothers me.
Can love be a contract? I wonder if I can draft one now and see if anyone might be keen. Tired of the aimless pursuit of life's little pleasures. Bring it on! I want a larger slice of it and want it now. But please leave the pain aside, I have had enough of it to last me for a long while.
Will be posting up pictures of my new office soon. In the meantime, I will be so busy next week. Sigh. (There are actually happier things to speak of but I am not in the mood.)
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