Monday, November 27, 2006

If only I knew you

As the day creeps towards an end with the adrenalin for the day dying away, a sense of sadness overwhelms me. I am starting to feel the backlash from all that has happened over the past week. The pent up frustration and pain that was so close to killing me is taking me over like that of a Tsunami. I wished that it did not happened and I did not feel the way I should. I had no perserverance and that led to the current state of mind. I want ti be free again and to enjoy the smeel of fresh lush greenery. The staleness of the air in the current situation is stifling me and making it hard to scream even. I want to cry, I want to wail, I want to get out of this hole that I am in now.

I beg you to free me, is it so hard for you? Or must I free myself from your clutches.

Dunno where I should go from here.

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