What is going on around my life, I do not know. I am just an average dude trying to figure out how things may work out for me when it comes to LOVE. I am really lost, I do not know if I am able to find someone that can truly connect with anymore. Maybe it would be better if I contained myself in a fantasy dream where I can choose whoever I want to love and will love me back. Imagining the guy to be anything want him to be and anything that will fuel my desires. Sad but true.
I am feeling tired by the day. Tired of what is going to happen to my lfe next, what is going to happen to me on my new job? Am I going to meet someone new tomorrow? Will I find the lost one? I do not know. Makes me frail by the day just thinking of it. Sometimes I get a thrill just looking at my list on MSN, staring at the blank screen until something interesting pops up. Plainly waiting. Waiting for what to happen, I do not know, and maybe not want to know. Just knowing that someone is there in a virtual world s good enough for me. Silence can be golden, and maybe that statement has a meaning to it. Golden is when the still water is not provoked. Who cares? No one cares. Coz no one might remotely understand what I am going through now. Maybe people are just busy trapped in their own problems and not having enough courage to even look at the problems that people around them are facing. Maybe, I am just frustrated. Frustrated of unrequited love.
Fuck! Just LOVE me!
I am feeling tired by the day. Tired of what is going to happen to my lfe next, what is going to happen to me on my new job? Am I going to meet someone new tomorrow? Will I find the lost one? I do not know. Makes me frail by the day just thinking of it. Sometimes I get a thrill just looking at my list on MSN, staring at the blank screen until something interesting pops up. Plainly waiting. Waiting for what to happen, I do not know, and maybe not want to know. Just knowing that someone is there in a virtual world s good enough for me. Silence can be golden, and maybe that statement has a meaning to it. Golden is when the still water is not provoked. Who cares? No one cares. Coz no one might remotely understand what I am going through now. Maybe people are just busy trapped in their own problems and not having enough courage to even look at the problems that people around them are facing. Maybe, I am just frustrated. Frustrated of unrequited love.
Fuck! Just LOVE me!
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